Rainy Day

Another wet, muggy, dense day. I have very little to no motivation to do anything when its all cloudy outside not only does it seems sad but there is alot of gloom going on in my life while it rain in spurts on and off. I feel sorry for the kids that had to stand in the rain this morning and await the bus, apparently my kids wanted the same gratification they received last week when it was raining, i drove up to the bus stop and thought well maybe they could wait in the vehicle until the bus arrived and then i thought, well the school is just around the corner wouldnt it be faster if i just dropped them off, but to my kids surprise when they came back into the house to inform me that it was rainy, to their surprise it stop. I thought what a relief cause i have to get dressed myself, eat breakfast, and hurry off to school. I try to arrive to school early enough to find a closer parking spot and it never fails, I get lucky. I await in my vehicle listening to the jokes on the radio, trying to get my mind prepared for these two exams I have, if only I had more time to study, would I really use it, probably, but I would have felt more comfortable about my history exam if only my teacher (who assigns us chapters daily to read) would take the time and back brief over the chapter we read instead of going on to something totally different thats not in the book. Just if he was a little more understanding, I understand we are in college and its up to the students to learn more on their own, but we also have lives outside of college. On top of this agony thats bothering me about my exam, its raining.